Wednesday, June 17, 2009

ICK

Well, we are still waiting to hear from the behaviorist, so there is that. Do you ever feel as though you are just crumbling apart, literally? That is where I am now. It seems that every part of my body is having issues. Right now the worst is my teeth!! I have 2 broken teeth. Now, I am neither a drug user nor am I one who ignores dental hygeine. I will admit that I have not been as militant about it as some people, but I pay more attention to it than say, my husband. He has not been to a dentist sine Reagan's first term and has nary a tooth issue. I go at least once a year and mine seem to crumble. WTF!?!?!?! I had one crumble earlier today while I was chewing a peice of gum. SERIOUSLY!?!?!?!?! So, we will be looking at enourmous dental bills coming up, not to mention pain and time off work that I cannot afford. So, I am praying about it. I am also crying a lot, since this will cost a fortune.

Now, how are the diet and exercise going you may ask (and you may not)? Well, you see how long it has been since my last post? You may think to yourself, man, she has been so busy exercising she has not had time to get on here! Well, you would be toally.....wrong. Why is this so hard to do? Why is it so hard to get motivated? Well, I am dog tired ALL the time. My ankles are swollen. Plus it seems every waking moment lately has been spent with my sons baseball team just about. As all moms know, we put everyone first, especially our kids. I am going to have to realize though, that putting my kids ahead of diet and exercise is really putting my kids last, since I will not be there for them as long.